Its always the same shit to me, judging from an outsiders prespective, and taking catholics as my subject. it seems like the same shit, this fucking numbing of their minds, this whole moral lesson that seems to fly over their heads. Eat a peice of bread to be closer to god, kneel down, say a few preformulated words, confide in a child molestor, and your free from sin, and have a ticket to heaven. but 20 seconds after this holy experience, they go back to the same thing.  im saying this because im in the computer lab at my school, watching the hypocrites, liars, spoiled brats, cheats and assholes go there taking communion. and i wonder, does god exist? if he does, why are these assholes still alive? what compels them really? they go up there, the feel like their better than everybody else, and thats it. its amusing to me, and at the same time gives me this numb feeling in the bottom of my stomach. these people are so fucking dense. they dont deserve attention, let alone redemption. maybe thats it. maybe the world would be a better place without religion. i mean someone did say, that one true way to corrupt your child is to teach him to hold people with a differing opinion than himself, at a lesser reguard. and thats what it does. creates divisions. Well maybe just dont scrap religion all together just tell them that redemption, absolution, and salvation doesnt come in a peice of bread. tell them it takes years of concideration, years of thoughtfullness. and an actual reguard for other people. but thats just me. and thats why im an aetheist.